Are christians aware of how rediculous they answer?

Because the most people ,this is how they have made them to believe.I believe to god more than a lot of people and more than I seem to believe.I have my own opinion and not whatever church tell me to answer like that.Also I don't give a thing of what people think of me or Christians or every one.I generally don't have problem with anyone that harm others and be disrespectful.(This is where I will do the biggest crime to God ,from trying make them like plants if it happens to find a very bad human only little very bad).